So works going well, me and my manager liam are becoming really good friends.
I am i always SO drawn to gay men? seriously... its weird.
but anyhow works going well, spent alot of time with my friends in the past week, caught up with old friends, caught up with friends i dont see very often, its all going well.

Im still down. Still pretty depressed.
Im getting the implanon taken out not next week but the week after, i think thats contributed immensly to my mood swings and weight gain since i had it in 5 months ago.
Theres been an IMMENSE difference in me since having the implanon put in so... took alot of convicing to the doctor (for some reason) but im getting it out FINALLY.

Anyone ever had any bad side effects from the implanon?
Orrr had it out? does it hurt?

nervouuus

Little quick update in text form,

Chronic headaches, HUGE cash error at work which could potentially never be sorted hence my job is in big threat right now over some stupid human error mistake. Things are not good. I got in from work today and went straight to bed. meh.

Me and matt haven't seen eachother much since saturday as hes working so much, thought tomorrow when i finish work we have tomorrow night and all day thursday together which is really good.

Arguments have still come to a halt, i say come to a halt as i've always learned to never reserve myself in any nice ideas with anything, must always be prepared for the worst.

The flat as it is right now is a tip, you can tell how stressed i am by the how messy the flat is but hey, its alloweed, im going through a rough time right now. meh

Ok pictures... and pictures of the flat!


the front door :P

Elaine posing in the kitchen/living room


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I have a boyfriend...

...and he's perfect. =)

After spending thursday night with Duncan, FOOLISHLY.
It's weird, but it seems that getting to know him MORE... i feel like im actually getting over him.

He called me up randomly on thursday, invited me over, told me to bring my work stuff and he'd take me in the morning.
I got stupidly pissed, We slept together, yada yada.

But at the same time i felt like i was hanging out with a mate, the attraction just wasnt there like it was before.
Infact.. he became quite UNATTRACTIVE in my eyes. Seeing him drinking all the red wine he drinks, how he smells of wine all the time. The music he listens to. How terribly he sings. I was lying there in his arms the next morning thinking 'Ok.. so affections nice, thats what i lust after with this guy, but the guy is ACTUALLY a jerk with women OBVIOUSLY'.

Realised im not going to degrade myself to his level for affection.
Also realised my mind twisted and over thought the whole idea of him into this wonderous amazing mature man when in reality hes the complete opposite!

Lesson learned; Leesa thinks too much. *nods*

So im going to go out tonight, spend time with my friends, and relax after a long winded mental battle with myself i've had these past few weeks.

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I didn't get a chance to update yesterday inamoungst celebrations with my family and working on christmas day but i wanna wish you all

A BIG MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY LJ FRIENDS

I hope you guys got everything you wished for.

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~Leesa~ <33